A new discovery some dream unfulfilled, not meant but here still heavy it weighs on my shoulders like a boulder

My life, my way, my time, my day sitting still I breathe through the traffic that continuously comes my way understanding the intention of the moments of doubts without dismissing the potential moments of wow because my dreams are big sitting untouched in a house guarded by my heart getting stronger, longer and more defined with each beat I can see them, they are no longer out of reach, I use to fear creativity for it never looked the same as everyone else so therefore I thought it was not sustainable but I understand that to fear that is to be afraid of myself because

I am creativity

I am a beautiful, mixed up, creation of Earth's finest and I wear it proudly my skin an unidentifiable shade of brown flowing over and around encasing and protecting the inner workings, tools and moving parts designed to work separately but together designed to keep me in existence an architectural masterpiece that will never be fully understood or duplicated although many have tried, a heart can never be built only transferred from one creation to another and even then full functioning is never guaranteed because when my heart was formed it was made for me truly one of a kind and like my body,

so is my mind.