Pain stricken blood on my mind
Dont know what will happen this time
I can't go on living a lie
Pretending that this love is alright
This is my cue to get out while I can
Cause if I wait any longer
You'll reel me back in
Can't wake up in this house Anymore
Never thought I'd be running for the door.
there's no way to tell you this
It makes my heart sore
My love ran out so long ago
don't want you anymore
your chances have run out
Don't act like you don't know
You were where I wanted to be
now I would rather be alone
I'm Done with drama
Done with fights
Done with crying all the time
Done with feeling like I'm not the shit
Done losing my mind
You were the sunshine of my life
Now you're no friend of mine
Gotta let you know
That I gotta
Let you go.
My heart is empty
Got nothing left for you
Took away everything that I held true
Thought I saw real love when I looked into your eyes
but it was painted on you were in disguise
you hide behind your lies
switch up like Jekyll and hyde,
damage was on your mind
So you straddled that thin line
and then you erased it, now
there's no separating your love from your hatred
its all one language.
Needed you but you were never there
Never took the time to remind me that you care
Lusting after every woman that came around
Like I wasn't home every night loving you down.
Loving you deep left my soul in them sheets
Just for you to throw them off then walk out and cheat

Asked you why a hundred times but you could never be straight
never could admit it wasn't me you was a dog from the gate
I couldn't see it cause I was so in love with the lies
But when I look at you now I see the devil in your eyes
I was being brain washed while my daughter watched
Lost in the words and the sauce instead of minding my thoughts
Not even worthy of a line in this poem from my pen
a man with a plan, had my own blood helping his hand
Won't go there though see that's a story for another time
If I get into that now Ima lose my fuckin mind

I let you go.
But It's okay the sun did eventually shine again
Found the greatest love in my best friend
and we are determined to win.